Good afternoon a lot has happened since my last post. I lost my desire to live as I saw nothing ahead for me, just my room. I had some good counseling and learned that I blamed myself when things went wrong and I felt guilty. I was able to talk about what happened when I was 3 years old. I feel a lot better today.
The breakfast tray had a cheese omelet, hash browns, and hot cereal, coffee that had milk in it. The cheese was Velveeta which I haven’t eaten since I was a child. Mother would not buy any other cheese. Another one was red kidney beans I can’t eat those beans today though I like most beans.
Garden News I have gone out twice and wheeled around the Porch garden. Some lovely red tulips, pansies, another daisy type, with white flowers were a few blue flowers blooming next to them. The yellow flower I don’t know. I have a stem of it. I tried to take a picture of it but I haven’t learned how the camera works.
Trees are starting to come alive with new leaves. A legume tree has long yellow bean shape seed pods that give a yellow blooming tree.
Yesterday I watched someone fill the seed feeders with fresh grain. I now wonder what birds they want to attract.
Bob was at dinner and his coffee intake was normal. Both of us had soup. The plate had scrambled eggs a mixture of pepper and onions, fried potatoes, and a half of a tomato. dessert was a cupcake. Back to my room to spend the night reading Mrs. Jeffries.